king of westeros
AKA
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Pick it up, pick it all up. And start again. You've got a second chance, you could go home. Escape
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Post by fancy nancy on Nov 24, 2013 19:50:13 GMT
| 1. | Dice | 2. | Fireflies | 3. | Blood | 4. | Sea | 5. | Glass | | 6. | Boil | 7. | Machine | 8. | Fantasy | 9. | Dog | 10. | Lust | | 11. | Titan | 12. | Free | 13 | Electrify | 14. | Regret | 15. | Children | | 16. | City | 17. | Waste | 18. | Smile | 19. | Shackles | 20. | Lights | | 21. | Song | 22. | Holiday | 23 | Villain | 24. | Hero | 25. | Fly | | 26. | Tease | 27. | Touch | 28. | Hide | 29. | Night | 30. | Naive | | 31. | Animal | 32. | Hush | 33. | Soon | 34. | Still | 35. | Friend | | 36. | Close | 37. | Together | 38. | Fight | 39. | Mask | 40. | Clean | | 41. | Stars | 42. | Panic | 43. | The End | 44. | Text | 45. | Return | | 46. | Magical girls | 47. | Gundams | 48. | Bishounen | 49. | Tentacles | 50. | Writer's Choice |
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king of westeros
AKA
PLAYED BY:
royal
Pick it up, pick it all up. And start again. You've got a second chance, you could go home. Escape
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Post by fancy nancy on Nov 24, 2013 20:09:29 GMT
05. (BROKEN) GLASS An arm swings, it hits a glass vase. Angry yelling, it's angrier than before, she doesn't know why.
You're so useless you goddamn child, all you want to do is fuck and paint, but you have obligations to me. I birthed you, you owe me your life and you'll do whatever I fucking tell you.
Star rolls her eyes. I owe you nothing, I don't care if you birthed me, or if you raised me, I'll owe you something when you fucking respect me for who I am.
Her mother scoffs and throws her arms into the air like she's the one who is completely done with the conversation. The conversation that she started in the first place. Star's mother glares at her over her should and glances down at the broken, glass vase on the ground.
Clean up that goddamn vase before I cut my foot on it. Star just stares at her mother as she walks away. Star kicks the nearest object and stares at the broken shards of glass on the floor. She thinks about collecting the pieces and leaving them outside her mother's door, but decides that's something her mother would do.
She cleans up the glass but in the process, she cuts herself on a piece. She doesn't bother to clean it up and gets blood on the garbage can and a doorknob. She's already gone when her mother notices the blood. She should've stayed though, she should've seen how worried her mother got over the fact she may have lost her only heir to the company.
It would've been a laugh. |
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king of westeros
AKA
PLAYED BY:
royal
Pick it up, pick it all up. And start again. You've got a second chance, you could go home. Escape
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Post by fancy nancy on Nov 24, 2013 20:13:40 GMT
15. (RAISING) CHILDREN In theory, she's good with kids.
She'll help them with their art and always do arts and crafts with them. She'll teach them everything to know about the arts and she'll nurture them until they're amazing artists.
In reality, she's absolute shit with kids. She's too self-centred to care about them. Don't disturb me while I'm painting or can you shut the fuck up, I'm trying to sleep or leave me alone I'm trying to fucking brainstorm.
Star isn't the kind of role-model you want in your everyday life. She knows that, she likes to pretend she is, but she knows she'd be a shit parent. She gets all her parenting talent from her mother, it scares her.
It scares her even more than seeing the little plus sign on the pregnancy test. She's not ready to be a parent. |
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king of westeros
AKA
PLAYED BY:
royal
Pick it up, pick it all up. And start again. You've got a second chance, you could go home. Escape
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Post by fancy nancy on Nov 24, 2013 20:24:08 GMT
33. (NOT) SOON (ENOUGH) The moment the word leaves the doctor's mouth she feels guilt build up in her gut. It's all her fault, she wasn't careful enough, she wasn't serious enough, she didn't try hard enough.
A miscarriage.
She wants to cry but she won't, she'll put on a sad smile and pretend like it's not that big a deal. She'll pretend she's fine when Erik asks her about it, softly tell him what's happen. He didn't come in to see the ultrasound, Star all but begged him to stay outside.
He'll be so disappointed, she knows he likes kids, he wants kids.
It's all her fault. Lifestyles are hard to change. She gave into her addiction - could it be called an addiction? - and had one drink. It wasn't anything strong, it wasn't big, it was weak in a shot glass. It was enough to tide her over but she shouldn't have had it. She feels like shit now, but when she sees the look in Erik's eyes as she tells him what's happen.
She doesn't know if she can deal with the guilt. |
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